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[ Oct 31 - 12:12 pm] |
List 20 people you know in NO particular order. 1. Janelle Turino 2. Kelly Poirer 3. Spencer Barry 4. Sarah McIntyre 5. Stacy Sibley 6. Aaron Baldini 7. Jessica Racine 8. Kory Edmark 9. Danielle Holsworth 10. Kelly Isotalo 11. Toni Kulju 12. Steve Hintsala 13. Cole Horton 14. Brandon Frisk 15. Drew Hanson 16. Bobby Bess 17. Mike Katajamaki 18. Danelle Johnson 19. Ryan Farley 20. Judy Laitala
How did you meet 13? He lived down the street
What would you feel if you never met 5? I really wouldn't know, because.. I never met her? haha but yes it would be different!
What do you honestly think of 10? She's so cute and nice all the time
Would or did 19 and 8 go out? I don't think so, they're both boys.. but they are gay sometimes
Have you ever liked 7? YES! she's my sister!:)
If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need them to know? I don't even wanna talk about it, I should just delete this question
Would 2 and 11 make a good couple? oooyes
Describe 3 in 3 words: hmmmmm realll cute-funny-my #1 man;)
Do you think 12 is hot? yeaa i've always thought steve was
Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple? Janelle and Biggie would fight too much
What do you think when you see 8? Cocky! haha jk, likes to pick on me
Tell me something humiliating about 11. HAHA she peed her pants while puking in my bathroom!! haha sorry tone!!
Do you know any of 6's family members? Yes, his mom is adorable
What's 20's favorite color? oh god, I have no idea
On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14? he's real cute, i wish him and jess would hook up
What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you? what are you talking about, sar's loved me since day 1 haha
What language does 19 speak? none, he talks way to fast
Who is 8 going out with? No one
Is 9 a boy or a girl? Girl
Would 18 and 4 make a good couple? hmm i don't knowwwwwwww lol
What grade is 17 in? Senior
When was the last time you talked to 12? Saturday
What is 3's favorite band? anything on 99.5
Does 2 have any siblings? a sis sarah
Would you ever date 6? possibly
Would you ever date 7? we go on dates everyday
What is 20's last name? Laitala
What is 5's middle name? Kaye
What is 10's fantasy? never talked about it
Would 14 and 19 make a good couple? all these couple questions are gay couples!
What school does 16 go to? Westwood
What school does 1 go to? Westwood
Where does 19 live? Daisy Street
Would you make out with 9? idk i'm out of the whole kiss girls thing
Are 5 and 6 best friends? nope
Does 7 like 20? not sure?? haha
How did you meet 15? last year, going to the orphanage and making drunk videos
Is 12 older than you? yes
Is 2 the sexiest person alive? sexiest girl def haha
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[ Oct 17 - 9:18 pm] |
Top 10 and some... Ten Favorite: Color-: Green or Black Food-: Mexican and Asian Band-: the doors, postal service, led zeppelin, pink floyd, beatles Movie-: garden state, forrest gump, erin brockovich Sport-: CC or Swimming Season-: Summer Day of the week-: friday Ice Cream Flavor-: any Time of the Day-: lunch time
9 Current: Current Mood-: sicky Taste-: mike&ikes:) Clothes-: Sweatpants and jacket Computer Background-: a collage of my fav music people Finger/Toenail Color-: fingers- pink metallic stuff, no toes Crush-: sDb Thought-: i've spent around 10 hours on a 6 question physics assignment over the past 2 days Love-: my friends
8 Firsts: First Best Friend-: either Sarah Mac or Ashley Kinnunen Love-: my mom and dad, lol no.. my friends Screen Name-: i don't even remember, i had a few Pet-: duke #1/3 lol Crush-: oh god prob like kyle schinella in like 3rd grade Piercing-: my ears Word-: probably mama Car-: wellllllll
7 Last: Last Cigarette-: few weeks ago.. i felt like being a hypocrite lol Drink-: propel Car Ride-: home from ww Text Message-: to/from aaron Movie Seen-: the doors w/ val kilmer VHS/DVD--the doors?? Phone Call-: spencer, 10 min ago Song Listened to-: rocket man- elton john
6 Have you ever: Have you ever dated one of your best friends-: i don't think so Broken the Law-: Yess Been arrested-: no Skinny dipped-: haha yeaaaa Been on TV-: Yess Kissed someone you didnt know-: hope not;) haha jk
5 Things: Your Wearing-: sweats You did last night-: yac meeting and homework You can hear right now-: tv You cant Live without-: my friends, mom, or jess You do when your Bored-: work out
4 States you have been to: 1-: minnesota 2-: wisconsin 3-: florida 4-: illinois
3 people you can tell anything to: 1-: janelle 2-: kelly 3-: aaron
2 Choices: 1-: Black or White-: black 2-: Winter or Summer-: Summer
1 Person You would Do Anything For:: 1-: allllllllll my friends!
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[ Oct 9 - 6:49 pm] |
Man today was a mess. whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhy
I hate seeing Jess like this, she's just torn. I don't understand it, I'm never going to be able to understand it. I wish it was all a joke, but it's not. I can't even imagine being in her parents' shoes, thinking why did this happen? Obviously no one knew this was coming. She had so many friends and it just kills me to see all of them so hurt. God I don't understand what it could be that would make you take your life, and I never will, never ever ever. I wonder if she wanted to stop, but couldn't because it was too late? We'll never know. I wonder what she was thinking and feeling, but we'll never know that either or even begin to understand.
This is tearing by dad absolutely into shreads. She was a great basketball player and in general an awesome athlete. We need her on the team. The girls have a game on Tuesday, that is going to be so hard, along with practices. I just wish she could have seen the good in herself. I just feel so bad about these last few weeks because Spencer would hang out with her and Sam and it would just bug me so bad. I never was mean to her about it, but I'm pretty sure she knew it bothered me. Even if she didn't care about it, I still feel like a pile of crap. Other than that, she was always one of my favorites of Jessica's friends. I never knew her on a deep personal level, but her and Jess were really close. Goddd I just feel sick about it.
Rest in Peace Leanne 10-9-05 we're all going to miss you
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[ Oct 4 - 11:05 pm] |
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I was talking to Aaron today and he was saying how he doesn't like many people anymore. Haha, then I went on to say, "yea well not many people like me either so oh well".. and he said "yea you're right, but when I ask them why, they say I don't know, I don't have a reason." That just sounds like complete stupidity and it makes all the people that say that look like idiots. Funny how most of the people that this is qualifying for always talk about how they won't talk about others behind their backs, haha good one. I know what they say, people tell me and just laugh at how ridiculous it sounds because it doesn't make sense. I have done nothing to anyone.
I know that when I try to be nice and talk, I know I'm just going to get talked about the second I walk away. Why should I talk to someone who acts like that? Well, I don't really care if anyone likes me or not, I'm just saying this because it needs to be said. I have the greatest friends in the world and I don't want to change a thing.
I'm not going to apologize for anything I've supposedly done.
Just something I have to get off my chest.
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[ Sep 28 - 11:21 pm] |
AHH! school is so great this year! I've loved everything so far. I know I'm probably the only one who sorta likes westwood, but really it isn't that bad. My friends are great, homecoming has been fun so far, himmmm*, and everything else besides homework. I even think that school has become more leanient(sc) than last year?? Maybe that's just me. I guess I've just always enjoyed going to school.
I'm excited for the game friday, we better win- first time in 7 yearssssss:) The dance shall be fun too. Sar, Sibs, Kelly, and I made cool shirts and jeans for the game, so hopefully the weather is semi-nice.
I'll hear from Minnesota in about 2 weeks:-/ I'm pretty sure I'll get in, but it's still nerve-racking. the U is so awesome. Even if I don't get in, I'm still going to go there for the campus tour and sleepover in November. Maybe they'll take you partying?? lol, that'd be niiice.
I'm just kinda bored. I'm sure no one reads this so oh well. haaaa
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[ Sep 20 - 6:20 pm] |
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Sometimes is never quite enough If you’re flawless, then you’ll win my love Don’t forget to win first place Don’t forget to keep that smile on your face
Be a good boy Try a little harder You’ve got to measure up And make me prouder
How long before you screw it up How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up With everything I do for you The least you can do is keep quiet
Be a good girl You’ve gotta try a little harder That simply wasn’t good enough To make us proud
I’ll live through you I’ll make you what I never was If you’re the best, then maybe so am i Compared to him compared to her I’m doing this for your own damn good You’ll make up for what I blew What’s the problem... why are you crying
Be a good boy Push a little farther now That wasn’t fast enough To make us happy We’ll love you just the way you are if you’re perfect
maybe that's why i get so fucked up at races my parents are at.. i'm so worried i'm going to let them down, again....
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[ Sep 12 - 11:02 pm] |
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Chicago was quite an experience. First of all, we were in the ghetto.. downtown Chicago. Our hotel was ridic, one bed & a roll out- online reservations are a JOKE. So we got there, and headed to the stones concert. SOO MANY PEOPLE! The concert was pretty good, although they were promoting their new album coming out in a few weeks- a bigger bang. Some of the songs sound okay besides the ones written by Keith Richards.. I didn't care too much for them. Everyone was drunk, and I mean everyone over 21. Even though we were in Soldier field, an open stadium, you could still smell pot everywhere haha. I'm so glad that was the last family vacation with my dad. I said when I move away, I'm only sending 2 tickets.
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[ Sep 2 - 5:42 pm] |
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Godd I'm soo tired! The meet yesterday went really good suprisingly. I came in 17th with a time of 23.07, I don't know how good that is, but as of right now I'm 2nd in the conference behind Kaitlyn Owen of Munising. I guess I'm pretty happy about that.
So my birthday was yesterday:) My friends are so awesome! I come to school and they had made these sweet ass t-shirts for the 5 of us. Mine said "SPANK ME it's my birthday" on the back hahaha. So I went to the meet, rushed home, and headed to Houghton with Janelle, Sibs, and Poi. Riiiidiculous- even with having to stop for construction and getting stuck behind a truck going 55... we made it in one hour and five minutes!!! hahaha;) The boys won. Beth Hintsala had it announced over the speaker that it was my birthday, then the crowd and the cheerleaders sang to me.. it was hilarious:) We didn't stay till the end of the game 'cuz it was rainy and cold... but Drew said that at the end they were gonna sing, but they were all so tired haha- oh well. After the game, we went and visited MUTTI at his dorm!! whoooo I miss him dearly. 5th year sucks without him:(
We came home, waited for Danielle, and headed to Tino's around 12. Actually we got there at like 11:58 and rushed there because we had to be there on the 1st for sure. The guys showed up and Nel brought me a cake:), so we ate it. After that, we all went back to my house. Most stayed until around 3, but Spencer and Drew just slept over.. it was a lot of fun! I love my friends so much, they always make my birthday the best ever:)
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[ Aug 31 - 9:01 pm] |
It's my birthday tomorrow. #17
My friends have some surprise planned for me. God knows what that is:)
I have a meet tomorrow at Presque Isle, which I'm kinda nervous about. My knee is killing me and it hurts to walk, but I guess that's what you get for putting in around 30 miles a week, thanks coach. After that I'm rushing home and me and my favorite gals are heading to the fball game in Houghton. GONNA SEE MATTHEW DAVID KOSKI! fuck yea:) Once our boys win, they're gonna sing happy birthday to me on the field, or so they say.. who knows. And, well, since it is the 1st of the month, after the game we're going to Tino's. 4 m o n t h s :( Then most likely people are coming to my house after, I'm pretty excited, should be a good birthday.
Man, I'm just so screwed up right now. I haven't talked to him in 2 days. What is wrong with me, seriously? I'm the anti-boy, anti-boyfriend.. and now I'm sitting here actually sad! I really don't know what I did. alskdjf I feel so shitty.
bye
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[ Aug 30 - 10:20 pm] |
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I don't know what's with me.. I'm sad?? But I guess I'm mad at the same time. I don't know what I did.
....maybe I really like him this time
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[ Aug 29 - 10:21 am] |
Although I'm going on 1.75-2 hours of sleep, last night was a good night to end our summer.
I'd have to say that this summer has been the best ever. I was single, did my fair share of partying.. along with other fun, made new friends-made stronger friends, and just did whatever I wanted.
I'm too tired to say anything else
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[ Aug 17 - 10:42 pm] |
Might as well do it
have you ___________ this summer 2005? SURVEY
Had a party? Nope Been to a party? ohh a few;) Spent the night with a friend? like every night Laughed until your stomach hurt? HA all the time Gone on a vacation? Appleton, Menominee, Minneapolis x2 Tanned? Ohh yeah Went to a camp? quite a few swam? not in teal lake Went to the movies? Charlie & The Chocolate Factory, Wedding Crashers..didn't like either Gone shopping? yes, spent some money Are you even out of school? ALMOST Gotten freakishly bored? hmm not really Have you gotten sun burned yet? not really bad Made a bonfire? haha we tried.........unsuccessful Been outside during a lightning storm? we didn't have one really Been to another country? Nope Been to the the hospital with an injury? No sir Commited a crime/broken the law? I could name a couple Stole anything? umm i don't think so Gone on a road trip? already said it Had sex? Nope Been to a concert? SOON! Rolling Stones 9/10 Had a memorable moment? many:) Had a horrible moment? hmm don't think so Made new friends? a few Negaunee girls:) Thought about school? i am sooo excited!!!! Been to the beach? That was my 2nd home in the beginning of the summer ..now I never go :( Thought about a someone special? uhh yea... mistakes Had the best time of your life this summer or other summers? this was my best summer, i'll admit Gotten a new job? No Lost a loved one? fortunately, no Bought any new CD's? No Gotten any new pets? No, we kill all our pets Kissed in the rain? No, oh well ha Stayed up all night? i can recall somewhere between 3-5 times lol Gotten lost in a tv series? i don't get obsessed. Did the good out weigh the bad? there wasn't really any bad soo yeaa this summer rocked;)
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[ Aug 15 - 1:06 pm] |
I'll be the grapes fermented, Bottled and served with the table set in my finest suit Like a perfect gentlemen I'll be the fire escape that's bolted to the ancient brick Where you will sit and contemplate your day
I'll be the waterwings that save you if you start drowning In an open tab when your judgement's on the brink I'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite Albums back as your lying there drifting off to sleep... I'll be the platform shoes and undo what heredity's done to you... You won't have to strain to look into my eyes I'll be your winter coat buttoned and zippedstraight to the throat With the collar up so you won't catch a cold
I want to take you far from the cynics int his town And kiss you on the mouth We'll cut out bodies free from the tethers of this scene, Start a brand new colony Where everything will change, We'll give ourselves new names (identities erased) The sun will heat the grounds Under our bare feet in this brand new colony Everything will change, oOo oOo... _thepostalservice
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[ Aug 9 - 11:28 am] |
I am thinking it's a sign That the freckles in our eyes Are mirror images and When we kiss they're perfectly aligned Iron&Wine
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[ Aug 8 - 1:46 am] |
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Well, the Minneapolis trip was successful.
I wish I could pick up all my friends and put them in the cities, I hate Ishpeming. I like didn't want to leave. I kept pretty busy, like shopping, doing new things downtown/uptown, and eating at funky places. Hmm, didn't see Eric at all. I guess he's working 2 jobs now, so it's not like I can get mad about it. I'm not really disappointed, whatever.
So I go for this "Sneak Preview" at the U, and it's like what the fuck am I doing here? This professor gets up there, puts on a powerpoint and starts talking about Cytosine deamination into Uracil or something? Maybe I was just misunderstanding him but whhhhhhat, Thymine turns into Uracil, not Cytosine. Sorry, just totally frustrating. This is obviously stuff that no one in the room understood, whatsoever. Kinda makes me wonder if I'll ever be smart enough to get myself into a science field. Some of the projects that undergrads have to come up with are just ridiculous, maybe I should stop doubting.
We took a few graduation pictures around the U of M campus/Dinkytown. Let me know what you think! http://community.webshots.com/user/jleigh4320
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[ Jul 29 - 4:59 pm] |
100% attracted to the penis? whhhhhat I'm not like that.................. hehe*
Ahh I'm soo tired from today. We made a total of $324!! Since me and Jess had to split our money, I only got $60, but that's still good for one day:) Idk what I'm doing tonight. Cole wants me to go to his house- "huge party". I don't know if I feel like partying, I'm pretty tired. I need to save my energy for next week. I have to run to Milwaukee and back on Monday. Thennn, I leave for Minneapolis on Tuesday afternoon until Sunday. I'm pretty excited- I should be really busy with stuff, maybe even too busy for anyone who lives there;)
I hear the roseanne theme song- time to go.
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[ Jul 20 - 12:30 pm] |
MY SCHEDULE:
1ST SEM 1. consumer's online 2. photography/illustration 3. college prep english- bradley 4. sociology 5. physics 6. GI- srta 7. 5th year
2ND SEM 1. creative writing- bradley 2. physics 3. digital media (3&4 will probably be dropped for dual enrollment) 4. adv gym- marana 5. goverment 6. independent study in art 7. 5th year
tell me if you have any classes with me- you can check your schedule online
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[ Jul 20 - 11:50 am] |
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Ughhhh, I feel so weak right now.. I don't know what my problem is, but the past few days all I've wanted to do was sleep and not move. Something's up........
YES! I'm jacked for Sibs' tenting party tonight! I'll have some pictures, it's gonna be fun.
Ditched last night, gotta love that. I can recall ONE time where I ditched plans with my friends to be with a guy. Thing is ERIC LIVES IN MINNESOTA and comes up at random times with no warning!!! And I at least told them what I was doing instead of not calling them at all!!! She still talks about that on occassion. Sorry, you all probably know who I'm talking about, and I feel bad saying it in here but I need to get it out.
I leave for Minnesota in 2 weeks, hopefully i'll get a few grad pictures out of the way and do them somewhere cool??
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